Unneeded Secret

First of all, let's chill with a video made by me today, typically for my second year autumn memory. Anyway I already posted an entry about autumn and bla bla how it affects me. Being a blogger never hangs me expressing a lot of thing. In many forms, videos, words, poems, cursing, sarcasms. I mean, yeah, maybe I'm not a perfect blogger with a tons of weirdo-words, but, urgh, let's just go on, I don't wanna talk about this.

This video =) :



Terima kasih to Sufian and Husaini for their vogue Italia poses. I don't know, I just feel that my heart really is belong to nature. Aside for it's eternal calm, nature never brings me any problem. Or maybe I haven't yet, urm, being in a natural disaster like volcanic eruptions. I was, once. My villaged disastered by flood. But, kids never know what the fudge is 'DISASTER', we just thought it was a natural swimming pool. But, seriously, nature gives you calm, peace, and free from the world. So, instead of tiring yourself with bunch of problems making curries for you BF-to-be, better to stick your ass to the trees.

Am I so sick of love that I really hate those thing ? Nevermind, it just you and me now mother nature. Hope you'll never betray me huh? The thing about fall is the meaning. The theme. Red. Yellow. Orange. I just cannot stop smiling seeing those leaves, as it is like the leaf of mind (?). I had enough with problems, and one way of solving my problems is, watching trees being blown by winds. It's like watching fishes swimming in aquarium. Not porn.

Anyway, there was a thing that really hackfully annoyed me today. It's the 'un-needed secret'. What if, your friends do not tell you anything that your other friend (which is kind of a good friend, not BFF) is actually sick right now, and I mean, he/she sicks like not just a normal sick, but chronically sick? Dude, I understand if it is a women thingies, but, dude, she's my friend, and it is NOT a women thingies, plus, I think all of my MARA friends know about this, and they even didn't tell me, and when I ask why wouldn't tell me? He/she said, "I'm supposed not to tell anyone about this, it's an amanah". Dude, I'm his/her friend, and the least thing that I can do is doa for him/her, and you guys don't wanna me doa for her? Hey, I'm not hating anyone right now, old sad stories never being in occipital and temporal pole gyri, dude. I just forgive and forget. I mean all. No exception, right here, right now. Well forgiving is not easy, it did took some times. But, once you already can forgive, holding a grudge is like drinking hydrochloric acids everday, certainly in any ways, it will not comfort you. So, please, just take your damn grudges away from me, I'm okay, and I've got to move on with my future life, man. It just some prezhduprezhdenie (sorry, this word is the most appropiate word, but if translated, it might cause some misunderstanding about what i mean, so better Russian) that I cannot do anything with certain people, well, at least right now.

So, stop being so secretive for the UN-NEEDED matters, will ya?

Nevertheless, Alhamdulillah, my Anatomy has back into rhyme. Yaoshh !!

Salam. That's all for today.

p/s: any comment for the video, leave your comment in cBox. I know, i know, i know it's utterly boring, but, you can sleep with it, it's just a perfect lullaby. Approved by Aika yaw !